people are people.

i think sometimes friendships are hard. people change, and sometimes those changes are too large for a friendship to sustain. i know this story too well, but every time it happens i learn a little bit more. it's sad because i miss my friend, but it's better because that friend i miss hasn't been there for a while. it's unfair to try and make someone be someone they don't have the capacity to be. i just wish in the end things weren't as bad. i wish there wasn't so much mutual hate. but i guess over time hate fades, and you just become neutral.